Change, or healing, can happen on different levels, some having more lasting effects than others. In my own experience, physical solutions to illness were effective for a time, but there was a need to get to the root of illness.

An exploration of my emotional issues and thinking patterns was the next step to functioning and relating to the world around me. This was no easy feat, since I was extremely shy and clinically depressed since childhood. Because I gained a new level of confidence with this step, I had the impression that I was on my way to recovery and productivity.  

When I crashed, unexpectedly, for the third time, I knew I was at a crossroads; I could quit, knowing that I made great progress and a difference in this world, or I could find a way to go even deeper. My, “dark night of the soul”, was not over yet. It would last a total of 16 years. However, the really hard part, the part that challenges everything you believe about yourself and your world, was over. Now I was in the even harder part of identifying my grief. The tears were not over, they were just beginning. It was a time of “sweet surrender”, of letting go and allowing, of connecting and trusting. I was starting over, without expectations or agendas. Nothing was kept secret and nothing was judged. For the first time in my life, how I felt, was all that mattered. And all that mattered was the extent to which I could see myself as loving and being loved. In the depth of despair came the witnesses to my worthiness and the Presence that assures me of Its ongoing Love.  

I will be forever grateful to those who stepped forward to help me with both my physical and spiritual needs. And to Rev. Betsy Farrell, who fanned the dying embers of my spirit, I owe my life. Through this third phase of my healing, she was the one to first call me a “mystic” and encourage me to join in communion with my Spiritual helpers. To survive, I needed them and their guidance. To thrive, I needed to feel their love deep within my being.  

Now, in the middle of the crystal bowls, I am in Communion. On the waves of sound is the call to the union of Heaven & Earth, and your presence is desired. 

My transformational music is offered with the intent of supporting your healing process. There is no formula that fits all, nor is one way going to serve you your entire life. The one thing I do know is that whatever we do to heal ourselves, we do for all. So your work is the most important work you can do for yourself and the planet. 

Whatever level (physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual) you work on or in whatever system you choose, it is my honor and privilege to join you in your journey.